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Posting from my hospital room this week. Hope everyone is doing well.

-explaining to a gamer-

Okay, you know how sometimes you start a game, and you have to pick a build, but nobody really tells you anything about it, so you just pick the one that is recommended and looks easy? But after some time, you realize that you aren't having fun with that build, but people around are used to you playing that build? You want to respec, but respeccing costs money, and once you respec, there's gonna be a long period of you being really bad at playing your new build?. It's like that.

Been trying voice training, and I showed my wife my femme voice, and she, very supportively said, "it sounds really good. You sound like contrapoints :)))"

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Gay for boys, straight for girls

man why does this suck what gives

~~Gay~~ Straight for boys, ~~straight~~ gay for girls

oh wait this is much better now

Got a black oversized hoodie, hell yeah time

Having a voice that doesn't pass

Voice training

just become nonverbal lol

Forced feminisation, but instead of just being a kink you are on a mission to awaken all transfemmes to their identities :)

i feel like the easiest way to pass is to simply have long hair

down with cis

Damn that last mega really was poppin' off, love to see it ❤

Why is my dislike of being a guy getting stronger

This was not supposed to happen

Still recovering. Will be going home later today, but I still have trapped gas in my shoulders causing me severe pain when I need to move. Also developed some nausea over the past 24 hours. Feeling generally unwell. Not sure if normal or something I should alert someone about.

Hexbear is alive

trying to figure out your trans when you're bisexual is really weird and hard. like, both are great? i don't want to look like a man, but at the same time, men are really fucking hot??? what gives?

Hello everyone :3

Happy ~~4/20!~~ oops I mean Eclipse Day

Rolling my eyes into the back of my head when I see transfems on reddit unironically saying hrt changes sexuality

Adventure time giving me so much gender envy lol

There's actually no such thing as being cisgender. Everyone is already trans, and all trans people know it, it's just considered rude to point that fact out since peopleneed to figure that out on their own with only gentle guidance. We're all eggs and Hexbear is on a mission to make the world's biggest omelet.

The masculine urge to shave my entire body

oh my it is good and back to be posting. I don't know if I should post the exact date but like

appointment with Planned Parenthood? Booked at about 2.5 months out!!!

about a week before i was able to come out to myself as trans my dear trans femme friend sent me this poem to look over. i remember being moved by the second paragraph, but i couldn't make any sense of the third

it all really is too clear now

I now hav an appointment with an hrt person, at a place recommended to me by the local trans community. Hope it will go well.

Connecting with the locals is really important, does not solve everything, but for example I, without them, would have needed several more months till I tried again at a doctors apoointment.

Major breast pain the last few days, hoping it's a sign of growth happening.

Just a few weeks into HRT my aerolas got really puffy, and went from being mostly flat to small mounds, but almost nothing else has happened except directly around them yet, and it makes me feel insecure about wearing tighter shirts and stuff.

i keep looking in the mirror and thinking how much i don't look like a girl, but i always immediately follow that thought up with "yeah and imagine how funny it's going to be in the before and after pics when you're the cutest girl in this hemisphere" and immediately start giggling to myself

I was going to say I don’t understand straight people because I don’t get how you can have a separate standard of attraction for yourself than others, then I realized I also do because my type is different from how I want to look

Moved back home recently, got keys for my new electrolysis clinic, bout to zap the fuck out of my community

I may be trans, I think, but idk

I think I have been very dysphoric lately, and it's possibly because I have done very few gender affirming things. I just am too nervous to be perceived.