Maybe a little bit at times but not really. I feel fine about being a cis man but I also feel that if I had a magic button that would turn me into a woman for a couple of hours I would press it once in a while, just to get some of that experience as well.

I feel that some of it is due to all the things that sucks about patriarchal gender roles. A break from some of the bullshit that is part of masculinity could be nice. I know women have their own bullshit as well but at least it would be different bullshit.

Assigned and socialized male, never had huge problems with it but I did get frustrated with all pressures to perform any kind of masculinity. By my early 20s, probably the majority of my physical and social characteristics are gender-ambiguous. To this day I like it that way, I see myself as "somewhere in-between", and I get euphoria when young children ask me the "are you a boy or a girl" question. The first time I voiced any preference for eh/em pronouns was like 7 years ago, but I don't make a big deal of it. I don't think I really understand gender in myself and most of my experience of it is an experience of exclusion. I do understand gender in others and am attracted to femmes and enbies. My queer friends all say I'm queer-coded, but I doubt that this fits, or maybe I'm a self-deprecating enby.

I just don't want anybody to be boxed into a category that they didn't want to be in.