I usually inject once every.5 days but today is day 6 and I still haven't done it... I'm feeling quite weird and kinda raw and depressed. Is this expected or just me? Anyone else have any experience?
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No Unjust Depths spoilers just gay mushy garbage ❤
Ulyana sighed a little inside, but she should have expected this anyway.
It wasn't like she had put a ring on her finger or anything.
She had not even confessed just how deep her feelings for this furry- eared, bright-eyed, thin-tailed Shimii had become. How much any word of support from her meant to Ulyana. Aaliyah, more than she knew, turned immediately into Ulyana's guiding light whenever she spoke. With this woman at her side, the Captain felt like she could go anywhere and conquer any obstacle.
This was not something that Ulyana could say out loud.
Chin up, Captain Ulyana!! Let the far-flung goal of Aaliyah ear-scritches be your motivating force!! You can save this fumble!!! Uncritical support!!!!
Tbh the idea that Ulyana has like no experience actually being in a deep relationship is just, 
let your "irrational girlish longing" flow, captain. Ugh I adore her, she can do it.
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I’m in such an immense amount of pain today. My cycle decided to start today of all days and it’s causing muscles that were just cut through to cramp up on me, which is so intensely painful that I’m just trying to stay asleep at all times at this point.
Wearing my new sneakers around the house because they're so gender affirming 
my coworker called me "sweet angel" today. I don't think she really meant anything by it but oh wow uhhhh... 
can you say that 5 more times?
Saw a new doctor today for my hrt - I have plenty of meds but really just want my blood tests covered by insurance. It's always been really nerve-wracking talking about DIY with doctors ever since I had some bad experiences with my first few, but this doctor was just respectfully curious, wanted to know where it came from. Seems the mood towards DIY has changed since the 2000s. Or maybe it's just because I've been on it so long. Either way, It's nice.
i feel like i'm going to get banned from the trans mega if i post too much so i only post like 15% of the stuff that i want to. still fun though :)
I feel this way too (I am a loud poster) but when are you not supposed to POST HARD on bear website?? The people here are very nice.
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I woke up at 4 AM from a nightmare that a shadowy organization had broken into my house and confiscated all my estrogen vials and it took me several minutes to realize it was just a dream 
I was getting a factory warranty for my car registered and I had to give my legal name w/ driver's license --I haven't gotten that shit changed yet -- but my voice training must have paid off because person on the phone just carried on calling me ma'am for the rest of the call. ☺️
Got an massive wave of dysphoria at work today because of the boymoding. Started to question why I fucking do this to myself. I'm lucky enough to be in a place where it wouldn't cause problems for me if people knew that I'm trans, the only reason I boymode is because it would be a little bit scary not to. It's really not worth feeling like shit just to avoid that. I'm done with this and I'm just gonna show up fem next week.
Anyone have any good resources on/about trans people who don't realize it until later(ish) in life (18+)? I keep having this nagging feeling about not liking being a guy (this has been happening for months now) but my childhood was very cis and every time I hear trans people talk about when they "knew" they were like 7. I don't know exactly what I feel like I should be either.
Anyway, might be nothing, but still would be interesting to hear/read about it.
a lot of people don't figure themselves out until adulthood. you definitely aren't alone, i'd guess the majority of trans folks are in that same boat. the problem is that until fairly recently if you didn't say "i knew when i was 4 that i was a girl" you probably wouldn't be able to transition 'legitimately' so that's what people have in their heads. "if i didn't know when i was young it doesn't count," and obviously that's bullshit but it sticks with you
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so today at work was fun. i was nauseously dysphoric all day and felt like i wanted to throw up for a whole 8 hours 
. i have absolutely no words for this. even now i still feel off and gross. getting called "sir" or the name that's on my name tag has never hurt like this. for the first two hours today i wanted to cry. I haven't changed any (visible) physical thing about my presentation but it just hurts more now? what the fuck???
at the very least, i have many years experience of sucking down a ton of difficult emotions and powering through a day of school/work anyway, so at least i was prepared
at the very least, i have many years experience of sucking down a ton of difficult emotions and powering through a day of school/work anyway, so at least i was prepared
in retrospect this is an extraordinarily trans statement lol
Really wanna hear the Ballroom Blitz in the club again
I still live with my family who are in that gray area of "we aren't going to actively be transphobic but we also aren't going to make any efforts to try to gender you correctly or show support to you" and my mom expressed some disapproval with trans/queer stuff in the past and I worry that if I start taking T it would be a step too far in her eyes. But maybe I should just bite the bullet and start looking for informed consent HRT near me because I don't know how much longer I can take this and also the changes might not be the most noticeable to start with.
uninformed consent clinic where they tell you what HRT will do to you only through very cryptic poetry in a centuries dead language