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Exactly how have I abused you? You keep claiming that, but all I’ve done is talk and notice that you have some views that aren’t very healthy or stand up to scrutiny.

What you done is act in bad faith - your "talk" is spreading lies, you don't gave a shit about my health or about honesty.

You believe that 1 in 3 people would support a racial genocide? Do you have any support for that?

Have you seen the fucking news over here lately? The entire Republican Party is clamoring for secession and genocide.

Following that up you claim that everyone wants to kill you. Doesn’t that seem a little paranoid to you?

That doesn't matter. And to be precise, what they want first is to dominate me, to make me their slave. They only want to kill me because I openly refuse to obey them - which makes them look weak.

No one here is attacking you or threatening your life. No one.

Yes they are - they are a threat simply be knowing I exist. People refuse to control their own behavior; people's behavior is only controlled externally. Bullies don't stop their own bulling behavior - they have to be punished to stop them, but bullies stopped being punished long before I was born. So now everyone is a bully, and everyone is out of control.

People aren’t insulting you, even though you are insulting everyone.

Every contradiction is an insult. Who they fuck are they to contradict me when I'm the only one here who ever bothered to do the hard work of learning anything?

Your world view is being questioned because it doesn’t seem healthy or rational.

According to the unhealthy and irrational human species. Uh huh.

People aren’t saying “I think you are wrong” because they hate you and want you to “submit” but because you appear to be very unwell.

Again, judgment from the same bullies who called me names my entire childhood. Can't you see why their judgement would be held in doubt?

Quit pretending people act in good faith. They are liars down to the bone, and I'm sick and tired of you defending them.

I know that my life improved when I changed my outlook, and I think you are clinging to unhealthy views because it makes it easier than trying to better yourself.

First, I have spent my entire life bettering myself. Second, bettering myself is far easier that defending myself against assault. Third, you don't actually want me to truly better myself - the "bettering myself" you want is for me to be more gullible, more submissive. I'll never believe anyone's bullshit, and you'll never get me on my knees. I will resist you until I die.

Finally, your life only got "better" because you chose to be delusional - which then exported the cost of living onto other people. Other people now suffer because you chose to believe lies.