It takes the right kind of person. I don't know what, exactly, is broken in us, but there's just something about all the chaos and going "Yeah, I can turn this into order". People thought I was kidding when I told them tanking was me taking a mental break. Hell yeah, it was, shout at things, make sure to use my squishes as fart-targets, and just shut my brain off and let all of the rage I've built up keeping idiots alive out by smashing this things face in.