Assigned teleiophile at birth
iwakan
joined 1 year ago
I was 12, I think, maybe 13. I don't know if I should name it, but I discovered a naturism pictures newsgroup. Not porn, but close enough. I thought for a long time it was purely physical attraction — school really soured me on children, and I had little exposure to them besides TV for a long time. It's just in the last year or so that people on fedi and my brother's kids helped me get past that.
Don't sit upright. It's unbearable. Always slouch, and fold your legs in positions that look uncomfortable to everyone else. Curling up like a cat in a tiny box is also good.
They also have NNIA blocked as a "free speech" instance. Not thinking all that hard, I guess.