Check out mr moneybags here with dirt next to his door.
I researched the spelling of "research" for this reply. Does this count as publishing?
So it depends on the threat level. That's prudent.
Sounds like concentration meditation.
(Aka samatha and a few others)
It'll give you the clarity and the amazing can-do power.
And unlike drugs, it has no ceiling. You can pump up that power to crazy heights.
So you are the source of the issue. But you are not in control of yourself.
Actually, everybody complains about cancel culture. And Christians.
That's a good question. Wavelength mismatch I guess.
Simply ignoring a question is difficult for me.
I feel compelled to answer. And kinda literally. This has faded with time but still.
I'm trying to do it your way. It seems healthier. Especially in this place.
Pizza cats sleep
Sounds like vipassana meditation.
We basically have 2 kinds of meditation.
In the first (concentration) we pick a piece of the now and hold our attention upon that.
In the second (vipassana) we do that to the whole now, without choosing any particular part.
If you don't care about it then you shouldn't be investing your (valuable, finite) attention in it.
So all that weak stuff, be slackful about it. Squeak by on the halfassed minimum.
And the stuff that matters, do it perfectly.
That's what every great artist/inventor/scientist/philosopher/etc has done since forever.