RubiksIsocahedron

Exactly how have I abused you? You keep claiming that, but all I’ve done is talk and notice that you have some views that aren’t very healthy or stand up to scrutiny.

What you done is act in bad faith - your "talk" is spreading lies, you don't gave a shit about my health or about honesty.

You believe that 1 in 3 people would support a racial genocide? Do you have any support for that?

Have you seen the fucking news over here lately? The entire Republican Party is clamoring for secession and genocide.

Following that up you claim that everyone wants to kill you. Doesn’t that seem a little paranoid to you?

That doesn't matter. And to be precise, what they want first is to dominate me, to make me their slave. They only want to kill me because I openly refuse to obey them - which makes them look weak.

No one here is attacking you or threatening your life. No one.

Yes they are - they are a threat simply be knowing I exist. People refuse to control their own behavior; people's behavior is only controlled externally. Bullies don't stop their own bulling behavior - they have to be punished to stop them, but bullies stopped being punished long before I was born. So now everyone is a bully, and everyone is out of control.

People aren’t insulting you, even though you are insulting everyone.

Every contradiction is an insult. Who they fuck are they to contradict me when I'm the only one here who ever bothered to do the hard work of learning anything?

Your world view is being questioned because it doesn’t seem healthy or rational.

According to the unhealthy and irrational human species. Uh huh.

People aren’t saying “I think you are wrong” because they hate you and want you to “submit” but because you appear to be very unwell.

Again, judgment from the same bullies who called me names my entire childhood. Can't you see why their judgement would be held in doubt?

Quit pretending people act in good faith. They are liars down to the bone, and I'm sick and tired of you defending them.

I know that my life improved when I changed my outlook, and I think you are clinging to unhealthy views because it makes it easier than trying to better yourself.

First, I have spent my entire life bettering myself. Second, bettering myself is far easier that defending myself against assault. Third, you don't actually want me to truly better myself - the "bettering myself" you want is for me to be more gullible, more submissive. I'll never believe anyone's bullshit, and you'll never get me on my knees. I will resist you until I die.

Finally, your life only got "better" because you chose to be delusional - which then exported the cost of living onto other people. Other people now suffer because you chose to believe lies.

Reported for advocation of violence against a user.

Moving is what started this whole mess; moving made me an "invader" that "didn't belong" to where he was moved to. That's why people are wiling to kill me to get rid of me.

I am laying low, but I've been in the same spot longer than anyone else around here - it's the only reason I'm still alive today.

And it's not "my" "dominance thing" - it's part of human nature and it's the source of the conflict. People demand that I grovel to them, be perfectly obedient to them, and I refuse.

You seem to be defining "success" as nothing happening which... is the opposite of how I'd define it.

"Success" is when you achieve gaining more power over an entity - whether that entity is a country, a business, or one's own life.

Do you have any recommendations for me?

Reconsider your morality? Get some moral integrity?

Was that a Freudian slip?

...no? I didn't write it wrong.

I do not think of myself as inferior. Or superior.

Sure you don't.

Why would I attack you? As I said in the beginning: No amount of flailing will make me hate you.

And as I have said throughout: I won't take anything you say at face value. You have no reason to talk to me if you're not trying to lie to me somehow.

The Sylmar Earthquake.

There is no such thing as “earning” a social connection. You don’t deserve them, you cannot earn them or buy them or trade them. Again, you forge them. They are a product of mutual vulnerability and compatibility.

This is absolute bullshit.

1. "Forge" has no clear definition here; this is just a weasel word used to justify arbitrary rejection in bad faith.
2. There is no such thing as "mutual vulnerability" - by definition, if one person is "vulnerable" the other person is psychologically compelled to attack them. Humans are as predator species, jackass.
3. I have no "mutual compatibility" with any human being, and cannot become compatible without throwing away my very soul.

a warped, transactional point of view.

Those are your transactions - "transactional" is your invention. I only adopted in the last couple of months because it's the only thing you crazed, irrational motherfuckers understand. Anything you assholes do is less rational, less functional.

You must go farther than that.

I've gone much farther than that, only to be mocked for being gullible enough to believe that anyone would treat me well in return. Your insistence that I "must go farther than that" is simply your attempt to trick me into falling for that con again. What do I have to do to convince you assholes I'll never be that gullible again?

Why do you assume the entire world is telling lies about you?

Why do you believe the massive list of names people called me throughout school weren't lies? Because the only reason one would ask that question is if you believe that all of those names - including those that directly contradict each other - are true.

Why do you believe people wouldn't simply adopt very successful strategies? People calling me names succeeded in making me modify my behavior; It would be zero-intelligence 8stupid* for anyone to witness that success and say to themselves, "I'm going to throw away that perfectly successful strategy that achieves my aims and instead do something completely unproven".

Once on e bully did something to me in school, the entire school did it, almost immediately. It's as if they didn't have free wills - and I have yet to find any evidence that they gained that free will. I have seen a scientific paper recently that explains how mental laziness makes people gullible and prone to brainwashing.

Why do you care what other people say about you?

Because what people think drives what they do, and what people say spreads virally until no one has an original thought in their heads. It's what they do that matters - and what they do is act in bad faith, destroy everything I own, and go out of their way to become and obstacle between me and everything need to survive.

Where are you that you genuinely think most people want to murder and dominate you

Earth.

what attempts have you made to relocate to somewhere more amenable to you?

Relocation is what started the abuse. Relocation made me an "invader", a person who "didn't belong here" and people were willing to kill to get rid of.

Moving again simply means there are two gangs of people trying to kill me.

Do you find beauty in nature? Do you frequently engage with nature?

No, and no. I do not conceptualize "beauty".

How many social media accounts do you have?

Two. I refuse to go on either Facebook or whatever Elon calls his garbage fire now.

When was the last time you went to a social event by yourself where you know absolutely no one?

I never knew anyone. I cannot remember names. I've never been to a social event unless you count school itself.

How much time per day do you spend on self improvement, be it mental or physical?

8+ hours - more on weekends. The moment I fail to improve myself is the moment the rest of the world catches up - and I die.

What are your goals for the immediate future?

Survive.

And further out?

Survive.

Cheers, my angry friend.

Don't ever falsely accuse me of being your friend ever again.

But most people don’t spend their waking moments trying to enforce these tribalisms.

That doesn't matter. As long as they are enforced, "how often" doesn't factor in. You only have to blow out an "invader" 's brain once.

As they get older, most people become generally better at thinking things through. Less likely to act on impulse, and more likely to listen to others. They learn about viewpoints way outside their own and start to become less self-absorbed. At least that’s my experience of growing around my peers.

Absolute horseshit. This stopped occurring in the early 20th century - if not earlier than that.

Not only that, but you’ve seemingly driven yourself into an almost schizophrenic delusion that everybody is after you, looking for a chance to tear you down in whatever way they can. That’s just not the case.

Then explain to me why exactly zero people supported me during my childhood. Not my parents not my peers, not school faculty, NO ONE.

If you can't explain that with statistical logic, without resorting to sucking off the human species, you're full of shit.

If your tendency is to explode on anyone who disagrees about your worldview, to compare them to murderers, then I’m afraid you might just be the problem in your lack of a social life

I'm not trying to have a social life anymore - you assholes proved that you'd sacrifice your lives to prevent that in my junior high.

I'm trying to secure my survival against a species that refuses to control itself. A species of rabid dogs that put on airs. You don't just "disagree about my worldview" - you're trying to annihilate my very identity so you can enslave me with your bullshit ideas.

I WILL NOT INTERNALIZE YOUR BULLSHIT, NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU FIGHT ME!!!

Now why would I do that. Humanity aside that’s strategically unsound: Fearful people are not at the full extent of their abilities. And if we are are to, what, hunt mammoths or some shit I’d rather have you at your best.

You know goddamned why; you're not fooling me. You hate me because I prove your belief that that you're inferior. And you don't want me "at your best" because that results in me killing you the next time you attack me.

on the contrary, they want to see you fly and soar

That would be suicidal for them. Do you expect me to believe they're openly suicidal?

How do you clearly distinguish between those ends people aim for?

No one is trying to "get me out of there" and anyone who's trying to convince there is is exactly the people I need to destroy first - because they are the boldest liars.

“Everyone is out to get me” is not an answer to that question, it’s a cop-out, it’s avoidance.

That's your strawman.

If there was a single decent human being among the billions we are, and you might just by chance stumble across them one day… would you be able to tell that they’re the exception?

It wouldn't matter, because a single person wouldn't make a difference. In fact, the idea of a "single person" is an oxymoron; an "individual" is just meat. Personhood comes from group membership; no "individual" is a "person" until a group recognizes them as such.

The social atom is the group, no the individual bag of meat. A human being's worth literally comes from the group; one's own estimate of worth is hopelessly biased and therefore perfectly invalid.

No, I don't. My perspective is the correct one, and your bullshit is simply propaganda you're gullible enough to be fed.

I will not believe anything else - especially if a lying human being sells it.

Finally, there ARE NO LIKE MINDED PEOPLE TO ME!!! The entire fucking problem is that you idiots sacrificed your minds for your happiness drug. I don't want your "happiness" - I want moral integrity, and you want to kill me because that's what I chose.