Ask Lemmy

it doesn’t matter what any singular person thinks about you.

This is only true in the sense that it's the masses who mindlessly believe what manipulators tell them that are the real threat. They become mindless, raging mobs who will slaughter whoever they're told to slaughter without hesitation or thought. That's the real problem. The average person can be led by the nose as if they were cattle by anyone amoral enough to mislead.

There are people out there who do their best to understand and accept you as you are, without using what they learned to make half-assed guesses about the rest of who you are.

No they don't. Stop lying to me.

They may be few and far between

Then by definition they are ineffective and therefore don't count. The only people who matter are those who can crush the angry mobs described above. A single person will be drawn and quartered by the above as soon as they are discovered.

I know they exist.

PROVE IT!!!

Drag their bodies before me!

I'm sick and tired of assholes like you asserting bullshit you can't prove. You have no right to simply assume shit you can't prove yourself. If you want me to believe your horseshit, then hunt these people down yourself, drag them to me via meathooks, and bodily prove their existence. I will never simply believe what anyone tells me simply because "they said so".

As soon as you start looking for those who accept you instead of trying to be accepted by those who don’t, you’ll be on a better course.

I've done that for FIFTY YEARS and found exactly NO ONE!!! This is why know you're a liar. You're just another asshole trying to pin the blame on me for your abusiveness, saying I haven't done enough to find people who don't exist.

And remember, parents, old friends, etc. who don’t necessarily get you too well aren’t necessarily trying to be cruel, but you may never have quite the relationship with them you wish you could.

My parents built a shed for the sole purpose of tying me to a chair and beating me with phonebooks to torture me. I don't "not have quite the relationship with them you wish you could" - you motherfuckers methodically torture me and try to destroy my free will because you all assert I'm a slave object to be commanded and obey you without question. Don't bullshit me with this "relationship" nonsense - you want me either obedient or dead; nothing else is acceptable to any of you. Quit pretending you're any less of a monster than you are.

And if you feel like you don’t belong, maybe you don’t, and maybe that’s okay.

How is it okay when you motherfuckers will do anything to kill the people who "don't belong?" If you bastards are willing to murder millions of people who "don't belong" in your genocides, it's clear than belonging is an absolute necessity for survival. Either I "belong" or everyone else is an existential threat.

You haven’t lost until the last time you give up on finding them.

Fuck you. I already gave up on every finding them - the fact that you assholes were willing to inflict PTSD on a child proved beyond a shadow of doubt how evil the human species was. It's literally impossible for humanity to be any good and yet allow children to have PTSD inflicted on them. Humanity has to make a choice - and it chose its own pleasure at the cost of child trauma. That choice forever damned it; the human species is irredeemable and will drive itself to extinction through making its children non-viable through trauma.

But I didn't "lose" - you motherfuckers failed me. You failed every child you let get abused. That blame does NOT fall on me - that falls on every person who abuses me, even if the form of abuse is neglect.