I think stupidity brings me back. Sometimes it's stress, sometimes it's just wanting to enjoy a decent craft beer, sometimes it's just the arrogance of thinking I can have just one to quell the thirst of a craving.

If I could do something else I usually get over it eventually, but I'm a weak man once I give in. One is never enough. I've kept it to beers recently, thank god, but once I start with liquor it's a rough path to find my way out of.

I need to find the light of sobriety again. I'm sick of this version of myself.