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Daily check-in for May 30th
(discuss.tchncs.de)
This is a place for all who don't drink, and for those who wish to drink less.
I'm not drinking with you today.
Do you have any idea what brought you back to drinking after stopping, and if you could do something other than drinking when that happens?
I think stupidity brings me back. Sometimes it's stress, sometimes it's just wanting to enjoy a decent craft beer, sometimes it's just the arrogance of thinking I can have just one to quell the thirst of a craving.
If I could do something else I usually get over it eventually, but I'm a weak man once I give in. One is never enough. I've kept it to beers recently, thank god, but once I start with liquor it's a rough path to find my way out of.
I need to find the light of sobriety again. I'm sick of this version of myself.