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The original was posted on /r/detrans by /u/aiuthrowaway4safety on 2023-10-03 02:23:15.

I do want to preface this by saying I still fully respect trans people and don’t exactly identify as female either, just very much not male. I don’t really identify as anything/no label and I ask that that’s respected please because I’m really scared to post here <3

I think a lot of people assume I’m mtf now because I had top surgery and my face is still sort of weird from T. But even growing up I had kids make fun of me for my face. I also wear a lot of loose and long skirts and dresses which I think makes people think I’m hiding something. I’d sort of like to start wearing breast prosthetics occasionally to replace top surgery (I like that I had it, but sometimes I want that shape) but I really don’t know how to explain that to my friends especially since I do still prefer they refer to me with they/them.

I never really grew up in an environment with a ton of misogyny (I guess my dad, a bit) and I sort of see my former tryst in trying to be male as just a part of my life that happened when I was a different person, but I was also diagnosed with fairly notable autism at 14 which I’m sure affects my social feelings and such

On a spiritual aspect, I’m an aspiring follower of Artemis and sometimes I fear that she may reject me.

This is my voice and here are some pictures of what I look like now