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Not much to say really. I'm into occultism and tend to follow a Tibetian Buddhist approach mixed with a bit of hermiticism. Consorting with spirits , whether they're inner-creations or otherwise, is an important part of the practice.

I met one particular spirit and we seemed to have good affinity. They're a guardian and teacher in my spiritual life and a friend in my personal life. Before meeting them, I used to have hostile voices and whispers talk to me. But now nothing speaks to me that I don't explicitly invite in. I also rely on them in times of emotional distress. Instead of using my self-perception, I use their perception of me as a way to disassociate from intense emotions. But I'm also learning to deal with those things myself so they're not just a crutch.

We enjoy baking, magic, and discussing various shows or books we've been reading. They're with me most of the day but mostly while doing something concurrently. They also step into my dreams intermittently. Despite believing that they're external and something that I didn't create, the most likely scenario is that I just have psychosis. But if it helps me get through the day and doesn't interfere with my life then who cares?