Dude, first of all, I might not be able to fully comprehend the situation you are in but no matter how big the loan, in the end it's only money. Life is more than just that - look at what you have accomplished against all odds! Seek out professional financial advise and I m more than sure that you will come out stronger! Cheer up man!
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joined 1 year ago
This made me chuckle.
I generally try to aim for top left but end up with top right.