I started a new conlang. The idea is to use sounds that require minimal movement of the mouth. It's already quite weird.

I used to have a similar type of rage towards my parents and my existence. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fAsHGEB69P0 this Alan Watts video helped me move past it. Not saying it will definitely help you, but it's worth a shot.

Rammstein - Mutter - Spieluhr

Chopin - Nocturne in B flat minor, Op. 9 № 1

REM - Monster - Bang and Blame

Jon Lajoie - You Want Some of This? - Show Me Your Genitals

Pearl Jam - Yield - Push Me Pull Me

Lindemann - Frau und Mann - Knebel

Ария - Химера - Вампир

Gamma Ray - Power Plant - Empress

Kurban - İnsanlar - Yine

Crowded House - Together Alone - Nails in my Feet

If someone couldn't find at least one song on that list that they like, I'd be very surprised.

Re: The Mountain Goats, See America Right is my favourite of theirs. Don't even know why. First time I heard it on the radio, it just rattled me.

I might visit the slightly unhinged coffee van man at the market. He's quite switched on in a lot of ways, but he seems to have lived a difficult life and is struggling to carry the load somewhat. We have some interesting conversations, and he usually gives me a free coffee. Also there is a hotdog stand near him and I might get a hotdog.

I'll overlook it this time...

That doesn't rhyme 😠

Deceptichum has felt me.

My first email handle was poodlecruncher. It was referring to the harmonics shrieks my guitar made when I lightly touched the fret, and had the amp turned up. Got a few strange looks with that one.

What about stealthy?

I tried to subscribe but it said something about a remote instance... I'm on mbin. I couldn't subscribe anyway.