Tomma235

Now into my 3rd week and relaxing into it more. IWNDWYT

Still here. Two weeks at the end of this evening. IWNDWYT

He shouldn’t be picked until he shows he can and will tackle safely

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IWNDWYT. Hope everyone is having a good and sober weekend. Day 10 for me and things are settling down nicely

Well so far England v wales is a snooze fest

A week done. Actually went to the pub last night to meet some old friends. While we have drunk together before the relationship is based on long distance cycling so we’re comfortable sober together. Everyone else had a few but I stuck to 0% IPA and had a great time. Full memories including agreeing to getting a bike out soon (eek). Proved to myself I can do this. IWNDWYT

Yep I think I’ve been here so often now, filling the time isn’t an issue. I’ve got at least two long term projects (IT related) and all kinds of little things so I’m never bored. My issue seems to just be a switch goes saying let’s have beer. It’s not even a craving because it’s not a period of time, not even a few seconds, it’s instantaneous. If I feel invested, that doesn’t happen though.

Coming to the end of week 1. All day 1s feel the same: never drinking again, need to stop etc. Day 7 I really notice a difference, although my mind is saying “yep we can do it this time” quite often the little voice isn’t as invested. This time I feel fully invested in this so I have hope. IWNDWYT

Day 6 coming to an end. I did not drink with you today

Day 5. IWNDWYT

Checking in for day 2. IWNDWYT