You're calling someone an unbelievable dumbarse and then immediately using a logical fallacy, who's the dumbarse here?
An appeal to nature is a pathetic defense. It's natural to rape and murder too, but obviously we recognise that those are negative things that should be avoided. Why do you think needlessly killing an animal is any different?
That's how I started too, and now I'm a die hard vegan :)
If your goal is in that direction, don't get yourself down when you hit setbacks. I can thrive now, but when I was first beginning my journey I struggled a lot with eating out, especially abroad.
A setback doesn't mean you can't keep moving forward