kindling is real, jittery and restless thinking about drinking. the plan is to take my guitar outside a shopping ctr, hopefully make $7.50 for a longneck and repeat until i cant play, hopefully i smoke too much weed beforehand and get stagefright. still under a week
i havent checked in in forever, sry team, day 5 doing it tough
i was just driving, driving can be a huge trigger, thinkin ill have to grab some NA beers, they didnt have any and i was praying my card declined on the real stuff but it went through. wont happen again, no money.
sorry gang i blew it, had 42 days up and saw an opportunity and snapped, nearly at 24hrs
forty, creeping up on my old highscore of 55
5 weeks, my saturday was sick i restrung and cleaned up my guitar shes all shiny, brand new and interesting new tone, washed clothes tidied up bigtime normal human stuff, next im going to dismantle my lego tie fighter and maybe put it back together, no booze necessary. if it wasnt for this shitty back pain we'd be exploring the pine forest 10min from mine. happy saturday hombrรฉs
5 weeks, happy saturday homies.
im tryna quit its hard
hell yeah ๐ค