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I decided I'm going to finally try to get over my social anxiety by CatMarki in c/[email protected]

[-] [email protected] 7 points 6 months ago

I'm gonna ride my bike to the spot it's at. Should be nice beforehand.

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I decided I'm going to finally try to get over my social anxiety (hexbear.net)

submitted 6 months ago by [email protected] to c/[email protected]

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Going to go to a meetup tomorrow for a picnic with other people, hopefully to try to be social and talk to some new people. I know this is very casual and not a big deal, but I have had really bad social anxiety basically my whole life. I don't know if this is related to the Autism, or if its because I didn't make any friends or relationships in high school or college at all and got treated like shit by nearly everyone, and I'm just scared of people in general because of that. However, I'm done with having no one to talk to, so I think this will be a good thing for me.

...still really nervous tho.

(Also I'm debating if I should disclose if I am Autistic at any point tomorrow. Never did it before with anyone else I tried to talk and make friends with but it didn't help at all. Maybe only if someone else says it?? idk maybe if there is a right moment to do it.)

Do women often worry men will go psycho simply for rejecting a dude? Been reading some stories and shit that is fuckin scary by CatMarki in c/[email protected]

[-] [email protected] 3 points 7 months ago

Damn. This is pretty much exactly how I feel too. I see and hear about this kind of awful shit men will do to people so much, and realize that most people I’ve interacted with in my life would probably think I would be like one of those people too. I could never fathom hurting someone in any of the ways described here, so seeing it’s so common makes me so fucking upset and angry. Makes me hate being a dude so damn much.

Do women often worry men will go psycho simply for rejecting a dude? Been reading some stories and shit that is fuckin scary by CatMarki in c/[email protected]

[-] [email protected] 5 points 7 months ago

I’m know that I’m not the target audience, but reading these responses and seeing what everyone has gone through makes me so damn sad and angry. Seeing the shit people will put others through is so upsetting. I’m sorry any of you here had to experience any of it.

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What did Paper Mario mean by this? (hexbear.net)

submitted 8 months ago by [email protected] to c/[email protected]

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Hi, I'm CatMarki by CatMarki in c/[email protected]

[-] [email protected] 3 points 8 months ago

I enjoy mountain biking and building lego every now and then. Video games too but mostly on my GameCube I've had for 20 years.

(I also smoke way too much but I don't think that's a hobby lol.)

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Hi, I'm CatMarki (hexbear.net)

submitted 8 months ago by [email protected] to c/[email protected]

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I've lurked on here for a long time, all the way back to when r/chapotraphouse was still a thing in 2019. I have serious posting anxiety, since I suck at it anyways, so I have never done anything until now. I want to try get over that, so I figured I would start here, since a ton of you are cool people.

I am neurodivergent, love cats (obviously), and am trying to figure my life out now after my crappy college experience.

I have always loved the posts and people here, and many of them have made me laugh, so maybe I can get to know y'all more.

Have a good one!