Founding myself in situations where I simply can’t make myself play and enjoy games. I finally have PC that can run all games on pretty much max graphics and have accommodated a huge library of games. I have ton of free time since I am retired. Wife and kids do not bother me, actually all of them are jealous that i have both time and equipment for good gaming. They all are into gaming though they all like and play different styles of game. I have my own space. At 47 I am in situations that I have been dreaming off since i was like 10 years old kid. And instead of playing my games, drinking my beer and smoking some nice herbs i am watching friking youtube or funny cats and dogs on TikTok. The hell is wrong with me. Am I getting too old. Did I finally grow up. Please tell me this is just a temporary.
Edit: appreciate you all for taking your time and giving me advice. Thank you 🙏
And forgot to tell you and some of you might be wondering how the hell Iam retired at 47. Well i worked as electro engineer mainly on power grid building and maintenance. Few years ago had work related accident which hurt my back, butt and hips that made me partially disabled. So i have difficulty to walk or stand longer periods or even sit. Now lets game Merry Christmas and happy New Year