chapotraphouse

I totally feel that and I hope you are finding fulfilling outlets while the vast majority of Jewish institutions drop the ball in the most disheartening of ways. Not to reveal too much about myself, but I am struggling with the same. If you are looking for some re-grounding in real Jewishness devoid of Zionism, you might want to check out Rabbi Yaakov Shapiro and his podcast if you haven't already (and share it with your friends who are going through their awakening). While he is solidly a lib, so take any politics of his not related to Zionism with a spoon of salt and/or a big waive of your hand (he doesn't really engage in political analysis outside of Zionism, it's just off the cuff stuff he says about capitalism and communism), he's sort of a virtual schul for understanding what Judaism and Jews are and what Zionism is (the opposite of Judaism - a radical, Evangelical strain of anti-semitism).

https://www.committinghighreason.com

Or you can read the phonebook-length book he wrote on the subject (I have not read this book yet and sorry for the amazon link - it's his own link to the book) https://www.amazon.com/Empty-Wagon-Zionisms-Journey-Identity-ebook/dp/B08CVSBZF2/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1610490743&sr=8-1