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I cracked my egg about 1 month ago. I'm about to start HRT in less than 2 months (MTF). I'm 26.
I sometimes do have moments of doubts but they quickly vanish when I look at myself in the mirror wearing my fem clothes, or when I do makeup. Something incredible is how I feel like jolts of pure happiness when people call me by my new name.
I remember the day I told myself I am trans and going to do HRT. There was a storm and I was outside yelling, crying and dancing. I didn't care about the rain, nothing mattered around me for a moment, just me being incredibly happy, maybe for the first time in my life. Just the realisation itself is a strong sign for me.
First of all, congrats - I wish I had transitioned when I was 26!
I do feel happiness when called my name (esp. by strangers or people who didn't know me pre-transition), and I feel happy wearing women's clothes (I felt this way before my egg cracked too, which is weird because I have internalized wearing women's clothes as a part of my "cis male" identity and experience).
I think "doubt" becomes a bit of an amorphous term, at some point I think it's clear that what I'm experiencing is essentially an emotion, a sense of insecurity, fear, and uncertainty about transitioning rather than a reasonable intuition that I'm not trans or that I am wrong. Ironically I seem to "doubt" the most when I am dysphoric and feeling the symptoms that prove I am trans most strongly, when I can look at those symptoms and reason through that this is what makes me trans.