Lavenderism

If you are like me, you probably need to stash medicine in order to prepare for the upcoming civil war. Many comrades are HIV positive or need prep as well as meds for male-pattern baldness, anxiety, depression, schizophrenia, etc. and without an organization with the funds or pharmaceutical connections to obtain all of these drugs, the best option is for every person to create a stash of drugs while they are available. Big pharma went and put everybody on fentanyl, and now they act like every single drug is going to be abused, even the most mundane ones. The pharmaceutical system of the regime cannot be trusted, and what people should do is begin making a stockpile of prescription medicines. It is possible sometimes to purchase medicine from abroad where prescriptions are not required, or you can ask friends or family to go to the doctor and get prescriptions for you. If you know someone from Canada or a country with a better healthcare system you can also ask them to smuggle them from some other country. You may even be able to go abroad and get prescriptions in another country with more relaxed laws or officials that are more open to bribery. You may also be able to pass yourself off as another person in order to use their healthcare to get the newest COVID vaccines or other health procedures.

Some people may think “Why would I do such extreme things to get medicine when I don’t even have a life or death reason to need it?” and the answer is complicated. First, you never know how long you will have your current insurance, and second, this control over method is deliberate by the US regime and it’s a form of mind control. When you are kidnapped and indoctrinated by insane cultists, they say in court that the control over food, water, and necessary medicine is a form of mind control. Looking at how society is now, why don’t we apply that same logic to the state? Forcing us to be reliant on a functional healthcare system makes us all less likely to rebel, less likely to dissent, and more likely to be subservient to their evil ideology! They feed us toxic chemicals, they force us to live in a world that they polluted with junk and plastic, and then they force us to live under the greedy oppression of big pharma billionaires. They don’t want you to stockpile medicine, because they don’t want you to be free. You are not free because you are dependent on the state and its insane sadistic healthcare system!

The United States regime has an apartheid system where the bourgeoisie get healthcare and can afford everything they need, and the proletariat must suffer and die from curable diseases. The crimes of the US regime against its own citizens are unspeakable. They do not want us to be free from mental health issues and disease because they want us to be slaves to the regime, slaves to capitalism, slaves to the billionaires and complacent cogs inside of the war machine. They want us all to die painful deaths.

Many people do not know that prescription medications have been found to stay effective for very long amounts of time, and the date of expiration is actually for the prescription for which the medicine was issued. This means that if you keep your medicine in your cabinet for longer than the regime wants, they will send the American police to your house to beat you, tie you in chains, and take you to the prison to use you for the regime’s forced labor. When you live under capitalism, it is a crime to stop the regime from denying you medicine. It is a crime to live, it is a crime to exist, and it is definitely a crime to stop the destruction of your people. If you live under capitalism, then you are not free, and you have no rights. The laws of this country are like a boot on a human face!

Once upon a time there was a depressed man living in a gingerbread house in the underworld. He took medications to feel motivated to do stuff and get up, but they did not work despite everything the psychiatrists threw at him. They did nothing so he just spent all the days laying down on a bed made of cotton candy. He did nothing because he was too depressed, and eventually he turned into a giant loaf of bread because he was so depressed. All of the energy was drained from his body as well as his ability to care about things.

Eventually the neighbors went into the house because they smelled fresh bread and thought the man was baking, but they saw the giant loaf of bread on the man’s bed and knew what happened. They poured coffee on the bread and it turned back into a human, and then they called the gingerbread man and told him to bring milk and cookies to the house. They poured the milk in his mouth and fed him the cookies, and he immediately woke up as he was resurrected.

Are you tired of all those weird and political holidays that the US regime forces their citizens to participate in, with fake choreographed celebrations that do nothing but glorify the nationalism and genocide of America against other countries of the world? Fear no more, because I have found a solution.

In your google calendar, you can look at the left side of the screen where it says “Other Calendars” and see the lists given. Click the plus sign to add new calendars, and here you will be able to add holidays of every country, religious holidays, or even phases of the moon if you are a magician and need that information. Here you can add the holiday calendars of the free territories of the world of China, Cuba, Laos, Vietnam, and the DPRK. You will notice a lot of overlap especially with Chinese New year, but many are unique such as the 26th of July being liberation day in Cuba, as well as Vietnam’s liberation day in April. You also get bonuses and learn about the holidays of other countries like Lao new year, day of youth, double-nine festival etc.

With enough people doing this, we can soon get revolutionary holidays popular enough to be celebrated in the United States. They are much better than the bizarre and forced days we have of worshiping veterans of a military of some government we don’t even like. Adding foreign holidays to the calendar will also show you more about what is going outside of the United States, so it makes it more difficult for the regime to hide that information from you.

George Washington is portrayed as some great leader and a role model but this is largely mythological. The man was a slave owner and was nicknamed destroyer of towns by the Native Americans. That man pulled teeth out of the mouths of his slaves to make dentures for himself, and the stories we hear about him in grade school are entirely fabricated by biographers, and like the other racialized mythology of past leaders it is heavily contested and even seems colonial in nature. The United States has only ever been governed by horrible dictators and the people suffer under their political leaders since their effects have had lasting painful effects on all of the citizens. As someone who lived through the egregious human rights abuses of Biden, Trump, Obama, Bush, and other zionist imperialist warlords, I would not want to see any of their faces on a currency I need to use in my daily life.

This conversation has an elephant in the room with Harriet Tubman scheduled to appear on United States money. This seems unlikely because not only was Harriet Tubman involved in a resistance organization and worked to free slaves from captivity, which would go against the state ideology of capitalism. The regime we have now is the same that is responsible for those atrocities, so putting Harriet Tubman on the money is the equivalent of Apartheid South Africa putting Nelson Mandela on the money hundreds of years after he lived. The regime is not going to put someone on the money who would have once been considered a radical by their regime and likely killed immediately if authorities caught wind of what they were doing. It’s true that minorities are allowed to be involved in politics in this country, but only if they are complete traitors to the well-being of their race and uphold capitalism above the wellbeing of their own people. This is why Cuban and Vietnamese gusanos are celebrated while local-born activists are met with disdain and violently oppressed, jailed or assassinated by police, let alone allowed to get involved in political systems. I am very hard pressed that a woman who fought against exploitation and slavery would ever be celebrated by the American regime by being put on the money, and I don’t believe the delays around her face being printed on money are truly issues of logistics.

So who should be on the money? Martin Luther King seems like a good option as well as Malcom X and Assata Shakur, but those have the same issue as Harriet Tubman that the regime will not glorify someone they are actively trying to kidnap from Cuba and kill, if they did not already order an assassination of them. Native American leaders such as Sitting Bull who we could look up to, also have the same issue that the government tried to kill them. There isn’t a good leader in this country that the government has not tried to kill or subdue in some way. They’re also killing the environment, which brings me to my conclusion.

When there is no political leader that does anything good for society, the next option is to simply put plants and animals on the money. This is not offensive and I do not have to look at some horrible slave owning fascists every time I pay for something. Imagine every time you look at your money, you see Hitler or Ron Desantis staring back at you. This is what we currently have whether we choose to accept the historical truth behind those individuals or not, and the flora and fauna are a much better choice. Bison, ferrets, bobcats, white tailed deer or other flora and fauna unique to North America would help promote environmentalism and take the politics and propaganda out of the currency.

When Vitruvia was designing the human body and women needed to develop a biological cycle to reproduce, all of the divine feminine deities were consulted for them to manage a cycle. Vitruvia looked for a god that had a natural cycle that could be connected to the child-bearing gender. She consulted the ocean goddess, but she said that the waves come by too soon and the cycle would be way too fast and it would be unbearable during high tides. She went to Nui, but the cycles associated with Nui were spiritual eras that often lasted years, which would be too long for a period of menstruation. The Rose Bunny was the next obvious choice, but the cycles associated with her typically lasted from twenty minutes to an hour, and were even shorter depending on the men involved. The sun goddess was the next choice, but she came up every day and this would be exhausting for anyone having a biological cycle connected to her.

With all of the feminine goddesses not having appropriate lengthened cycles, Vitruvia even widened her search to male gods. She eventually found Biachar, and the phases of the moon were a perfect match for the length she needed for the function she was creating. She attached feminine cycles to the moon, which all the female deities considered outrageous in the beginning. They said “The moon is insane, and he’s not even a woman! How can you attach such important feminine cycles to him!?” Once the time came, the moon’s energy began affecting everyone involved, and from this connection some women even took his energy well and became inclined towards magic and mysticism. Even those who have a certain amount of feminine energy feel it as well, even if they are currently incarnated into male bodies.

Many divine feminine deities were outraged at first because they thought Biachar could not handle the cycles with the delicacy and care they require, but he did surprisingly well. The god of the moon was very meticulous with his phases, and took care despite his energy causing mood swings and hormonal imbalances for some. Every month his phases affect the feminine energy of everything living on the planet.

The other night in a dream The Rose Bunny appeared to me as a beautiful woman with long white or brown hair, white heels, and a black and white Qipao, sometimes a pink or white minidress. She told me to write a book of Lavenderism where all of the gods and their mythologies are explained, as well as the basics of their worship and maybe depictions as well. However, another thing that happened over the course of that experience was that my teeth were dyed black in traditional Japanese style. I loved how black teeth looked on me and they felt to improve my dental health, but this message sent to me by the love goddess would be lost on modern people not familiar with teeth blackening, let alone the appreciation and understanding for this wonderful beauty tradition.

Before western beauty standards were imposed on the world through colonialism, teeth blackening was appreciated as a custom that helped enhance the beauty of women. It had protective properties over the teeth and it was considered a rite of passage for some as well. Most of those who had blackened teeth before were married women, sex workers, or male aristocrats who could afford it. In modern times it would be very easy to simply mix iron with vinegar, tea, or alcohol and apply it every few days to maintain the black color which seems like a wasted opportunity. 

The ohaguro smile was a sign of true beauty in ancient Japan, so if The Rose Bunny visits you in a dream and gives you a mouth of black teeth, you can take it as a sign that you are desirable and that you are receiving her blessings.

The internet is full of outlandish, cartoon-sounding conspiracies about a ring of satanic pedophiles running the government, anti-semitic theories about a certain ethnic group controlling everything, and even the idea of pizza places having secret sex dungeons underneath them where people are being abused or the ruling class being a bunch of lizard-people from space. When you stay consistent with your medications, you begin to realize the huge contradictions and issues in these theories. These people are correct to feel as if there is a corrupt elite pulling the strings in the United States, but their entire breakdown of why they feel that way relies on fantastical thinking, metaphysics, illogical thinking, cherry picking of facts and distortion of evidence to suit whatever they are trying to convince people of.

When we look at things from a dialectical viewpoint and begin thinking of more down to earth reasons for why the ruling class behaves in the ways they do, we have no need for illuminati theories or ideas of an alien race making deals with the governments of the world. The whole theory about satanic pedophiles controlling society is a fundamental misunderstanding of how bourgeois operate. They throw everyone else under the bus to increase their own profits, and if people then see this and desire socialism that means class struggle is taking place. 

There is an element of criminality and abusiveness to the bourgeoisie, but this is more due to their wealth and subsequent impunity to the law in many cases. Jeffrey Epstein was a level 3 sex offender due to sexual exploitation of teenagers he committed in 2005 by paying them large sums of money. He was not harmed by this as a normal person would be because he had so much money and the law basically bent to his interest. He did not even follow up with the police department as other sex offenders would need to. Donald Trump would be in jail right now for sedition and if he was not a billionaire former president, and many activists end up political prisoners tortured in US jails for doing a thousandth of what that man did. Even Zionism, a criminal ideology comparable to apartheid or fascism, is made mainstream because the bourgeoisie benefit from it and will never use their own legal system to suppress it.

Why do the bourgeoisie do things that are against the law? Because they can. Because breaking the laws that an average person would have their lives ended for doing, is a status symbol for them. They can even afford the best lawyers if that’s what it comes down to. If the bourgeoisie got together over tea and bragged about how many felonies they got away with due to their wealth, I would not be surprised. 

The average person believing in conspiracies is probably aware of all the things I said in the past few paragraphs, but they do not want to believe that millionaires are inherently bad, probably because they imagine themselves being that wealthy or desire themselves to be. They have no class consciousness, so they imagine the elites to be lizard-people from outer space. They imagine the elites as having made a pact with the devil or some ancient deity for wealth. They think about everything except that maybe the kind of personality who gets rewarded by capitalism through exploitation, landlordism, colonialism and upholding the bourgeois system is not morally good and is inherently predisposed towards the antisocial behaviors that they are infamous for.

Paganism has become associated with right-wing political movements and ideologies such as conservatism. Despite what some modern extremists would have you believe, the people of Europe thousands of years ago who practiced the worship of these deities did not have an understanding of race or racism as we have today. Those are colonial constructs and pseudo-scientific because the entire idea of race was made so Europeans could have a sense of solidarity with themselves as they went and plundered other nations and it made anyone not considered “White” as a valid target for plundering or war. Medieval people did not need such a justification

The vikings did not have any issues raiding or plundering other white countries, and even had issues with the United Kingdom. They had trade routes and colonies all over the world, which resulted in many foreigners living in their towns or coming over as merchants or for work. The idea that their faith would be implemented into any supremacist ideology seems to be more reflective of the desire of those involved to be seen as strong, warlike, or masculine (Or other traits associated with the vikings or Germanic peoples) than an actual part of the faith or lifestyle itself. Viking war bands themselves were also not ethnically exclusive. I’m not saying that Vikings lived in a multi-racial utopia or something we would consider inclusive today, but a lot of what reactionaries claim about paganism is historically revisionist at best and an intentional desecration at worst.

The Nazi party of Germany is partially responsible for distorting history to create the idea of a proud warrior culture as well. Esoteric Hitlerism is a thing, but is rarely discussed in conversations because nobody would admit to practicing such a thing to anyone who was not a sympathizer. Within the political party of Germany during the war, there were known occultists and this is the case with Japan’s nationalistic state religion at the time as well. Reactionaries have put a lot of work into distorting various forms of religion for their own political gain, and many religious figures are persecuted under them simply for knowing the truth. Being a legitimate Shinto priest in Japan under the Tojo regime and not being on board with state Shinto was dangerous. Not only are reactionaries desecrating their traditional culture, they are basically against it if it does not serve their totalitarian ambitions.

Germany today is considered one country and one ethnicity, but the origin is a bunch of different tribes like many countries in the world. The ethnicity, cultures, languages, and ideologies of people today are the result of nation-building whether we like it or not. In cases like Thailand, that’s cultural integration of a bunch of tribes at once. I bring this up because in order to properly understand that the ideologies and cultures we have now simply did not exist. If I said that Kemetic paganism is feminist or that Greek Paganism is Anarchist, you would be correct to roll on the floor laughing. I would be injecting not only my own interpretations onto it but also my ideas about it.

So to answer the question in the title, paganism is not an inherently rightist practice. You see extremists trying to claim it because they believe in some genetic component while neglecting to actually research and know what their ancestors would have actually believed. The extremist Norse pagan probably makes their viking ancestors very confused or ashamed in why they dislike foreigners so much. If the past was a different country only 50-100 years ago, then the past of thousands of years ago was a completely different world entirely with people that most likely would not have opinions about society or modern life that fit neatly into our political ideas or could be easily categorized by our modern ways of thinking.

Today I will be discussing the options we realistically have to live under capitalism. This is not a happy read and you should probably not read through this if you are in a vulnerable state of mind or triggered by sex work or poverty. This is not a self-help article or recommendation list despite being written as one, and serves as a critique of the systems we live under.

The first and most common option for survival is to stay with friends and family. This is not sustainable indefinitely unless you die before them. Neoliberalism is progressing in such a way that even older adults will become homeless, so this won’t last forever.

The second option and the most common is to become a sex worker of some kind. You can do this kind of work abroad in countries such as the Netherlands or other places that legalize this kind of work. You can also perform this kind of career in Vegas if you are not fortunate enough to be able to escape the United States. If you perform this kind of labor in places where it is criminalized you are at risk of being arrested and taken to prison where you would be coerced into forced labor. This is not perfect though, and leaves people susceptible to violence or trafficking.

The third option provides less of a standard of living than the second one, but is good for those who cannot make a living through sex work or prostitution. This is to live off the government through programs or disability. This is difficult because the bourgeoisie do not like their cattle living without making profit for them, so this option is made intentionally difficult, and more often than not you will be encouraged into sex work or even less reputable methods of making money anyway since you are unlikely to get enough money this way to support life. You will also be looked down upon because reactionaries believe lots of ridiculous things about people that need benefits to survive. This option is better in some places outside the United States.

The fourth and fifth options are basically living on the street or living in jail. These are actually interconnected because many police throw people in jail just because they are poor and they have nowhere to go.

If you haven’t noticed a pattern here, nothing good exists for those who live under capitalism. I could have added an option for selling drugs, but you get the point. The ruling class despises everyone who is not profitable for their system. These people despise you, and they want you to die. They wish they could physically kill you but they would be outnumbered in that way, which is why they use the police and the cost of living to cause as many deaths to society as they can. That’s why they cut funds for disability or food and give that money towards the state of Israel. Every single thing that is done is a result of class struggle, and this list of bleak possibilities for our people is the result of the bourgeoisie winning in the struggle. Whatever actions you take, whatever movements you support, choose the ones that will improve this list and give the people a more positive future.

Rhinne, The Goddess of Time, had a sister who was known as the Princess of the World. The Princess was not born to the same father as Rhinne, but was created from the imagination of Rhinne and therefore does not actually remember her. She was very lazy and spent most of her time resting on her guardian bird, and everyone liked her because she was pretty and nice. One day, there was a large war and the people of the animal kingdoms of the underworld asked her to care for their children. She agreed, and she spent three years with the animals in a very happy time, and made friends with most of them. 

When the war was over and it was time again for them to return to their homes, The Princess Of The World became sad, and in order to keep her company she created tiny flightless birds from the clouds, and deer from gold and jade. She also made a tiny island where all of the animals she made could walk around and live. The birds eventually grew wings and flew away from the island, and then they came to the land of the living and we got doves. 

Eventually, The Princess began missing the time that she took care of the animal children. She went to the temple of time and tried to open the door to the past. She saw the hall of forgotten memories, dreams, past historical events, and places that no longer exist. She tried to walk inside but the flow of time pushed her back out. She forced her way inside like a human swimming against waves, and eventually returned to the time when she was caring for all of the animals, and has stayed in that time ever since.

In order to receive you have to give, because this is the rule of the cosmic exchange. So what happens when the bourgeoisie do not want to compensate people for labor that is necessary for the functioning of society? Nothing too drastic, just the complete breakdown of everything you have ever known. Some of the facts may sound hyperbolic, but we live in a society where private ownership has allowed the bourgeois class to completely control the economy at the expense of everyone else. If they don’t manage it properly, society is done and people do not eat or work. Liberalism as an ideology prevents the questioning of the government, so blame is passed down until it reaches the worker, who does not have extensive propaganda campaigns about the truth behind their struggles in society and therefore cannot scapegoat any other group as the bourgeoisie do.

So why does nobody want to work? There are so many jobs where workers are unappreciated, get paid very little, are micromanaged and bullied by coworkers, refused any accommodations for disability, and go home smelling awful. Depending on your field, you may also need to smile at entitled customers or you may not even have a lunch break. Why would anyone refuse these amazing positions? The idea that nobody wants to work anymore also implies there existed a time where people wanted to work. People did not stop needing money, so what happened? 

There is not a single reason why people aren’t working, but a lot of them just can’t. There is no way to address this issue without looking at the large population of people with disabilities. 85% of autistic people are unemployed and this accounts for only one condition. People with any mental disorder. Even if they can get medication in the broken healthcare system that makes it so hard to see a psychiatrist or get the correct diagnosis, finding the right medication or combination of meds is a struggle in itself. Programs exist, but these are as effective as other programs for unemployment in the US which means they just give you a call every two months to let you know they’re searching for jobs.

And even for the able-bodied person, the jobs that cannot find workers are the ones that refuse to make employment with them worthwhile. The average person is not a communist who understands labor exploitation and only cares about the hourly rate they are getting, so it should not be so difficult to find somebody. When the bourgeoisie complains that they cannot find anyone to work, they are basically calling for help because they cannot win their own game. The same game that is rigged by the government so they cannot lose. 

When you see low wages from a major corporation, do not mistake it as anything besides the class struggle that it is. The entire “Cost of doing business” does not matter when corporations control the entire economy and the government is going to bail them out of any economic trouble they end up in. They do not need to innovate, do anything good for society, or even be profitable anymore. The whole propaganda campaign against the working class is so extreme nobody is even asking why the working class should put up with such horrible conditions or why the bourgeoisie is inherently entitled to our labor if we do not choose to work for them. People cannot sustain themselves off of work ethic and corporate events, they need food and shelter. If things keep going this way then unemployment will get worse, because everyone who works is going to starve to death or become homeless with the low pay they are getting. I wish I could see what the bourgeois do with themselves when everyone else is dead, and they have no one alive to live off of their backs.

The summer spirit was born from an affair between The Lady Of The Waves and Nagareru No Kami. The baby was born with water energy and floated to the top of the sea. Nagareru No Kami put the baby on a surfboard and used his breath to blow him towards the beach, and the sunlight gave the baby a nice tan and blonde hair. He washed up on the beach of California and became an adult the next day as well as tattoos that appeared on him with no explanation. He had golden eyes that revealed him to not be a normal human.

With no possessions except a swimsuit that he found and the surfboard given to him by the gods, The Summer Spirit was considered homeless by most of society and treated as such. He never needed to eat and his emotions had connections to the weather, but people were drawn to him and thought he looked familiar for reasons they could not articulate. Eventually, Summer was discovered by other deities and asked to return to the spirit world. He missed the beach, and created one in the underworld for himself and those who he invited over.

The Summer Spirit is the spirit of summer itself. He grants proficiency in surfing, swimming, lifeguarding, CPR, Camping, or any other abilities related to summer activities. He grants intimacy with lifeguards, surfers, college and frat guys, or any person who carries the energies of the summer within them. These are usually free-spirited and fun loving people who do not spend a lot of time worrying about things they cannot control and enjoy the present moment whenever they can. He can be called upon like any other deity and the best offering to him is to workout, maintain a summer body, or just spend time outside on hot days.