Lavenderism

Last night I was visited by a deer spirit in a dream. She appeared with the lower body of a deer but the top half of a human, and came to my backyard to compliment the flowers I have been growing. She was lovely, and I talked to her for a bit before she galloped away. It was a fun experience, and it is possible to get something similar as long as you perform actions that get their attention or make them want to reach out to you.

Gardening, worshiping the god of harmony or pursuing the protection of the environment are things that reflect well on you and will get their attention in a positive way.  You can also add nature-related objects to your shrine like seeds, or plants. Being kind to animals and/or children also gets their attention, as well as talking to animals just like they are people. If there are animals in your garden like lizards, frogs, or snakes and you do not fear them, that is because they are nature spirits taking physical form.

I am dealing with the ancestors being mad at me for taking a certain career path. They have become more rude in their communications with me and have been more hostile and judgemental to people around me, especially those who they think may be contributing to life choices they disapprove of.

While your ancestors provide wisdom and knowledge, they must sometimes be taken with a grain of salt. They lived through a lot and can help with universal issues like human relationships or understanding situations from a viewpoint of the spirit world, but in some cases you must make decisions they disapprove of. In these cases you may get dreams where they tell you to stop doing things or argue with you. You might already know what they would say or how they react to things, but you still need to be your own boss.

Despite being angry over decisions, this does not mean they will not help you. However, you might get people appearing in your life that attempt to have you do things differently.

Disclaimer: This is not meant to comment or insult anyone else’s spiritual beliefs, but represent my own spiritual understanding.

Lucifer is the son of the demiurge, who gave humanity the forbidden fruit of spirituality that allowed them to discover the existence of countless spirits and gods, as well as the ancestral wisdom that people have. This allowed them to be free from the demiurge and pursue more benevolent deities such as the gods of other countries or even to be secular and focus on philosophy if that was their choice.

The bible is the book of the demiurge and was written to facilitate fear and complacency within the population, but Lucifer helped prevent this by both adding his own wisdom to the book and also influenced it to have small contradictions so the more perceptive people would not fall victim to its trap. He even made sure an accurate depiction of the demiurge’s heaven was mentioned in the book, warning people that their souls would be enslaved and turned into power sources of the demiurge where they would do nothing but worship for eternity. While he would not have been able to keep up the charade and overtly warn his followers of the demiurge’s evil, he made sure the actions of the demiurge and his true evil side would be referenced, with entire cities destroyed and countless people murdered by his actions.

Even now, people calling upon Jesus will have trouble making him appear. If they are lucky, they may get Lucifer in his angelic aspect, which is the energy that is predominant in some churches today. It is also why the dogmatic attitude exists around faith as well, because it’s likely many top officials of the church know the truth and work to prevent it from becoming mainstream knowledge.

The darkness is feared in a society that worships light, but darkness is the feminine womb that allows masculine light to come into existence. For this ritual, take six gemstones (Preferably amber) and place them in a half-circle away from you as well as one in the center. Meditate and call upon Babalon with the enn “Renich Viasa Avage Babalon Lirach” and then call upon lady Naamah with the enn “Renich Tasa Uberaca Biasa Icar Naamah” to channel both of these dark feminine deities. Meditate with them, and focus on your sexual desires as well as the results you want to achieve through sex magic. fill the air with an aphrodisiac scent, and then allow your sacral energy to manifest your desired outcomes or call potential partners to you.

When the god of harmony was born from an egg thrown into the ocean, he grew and grew in size and had to swim away from the land to prevent beaching on the shores. He was so large and round as a turtle that the fish and animals confused him for land, and began resting on his back where they tracked dirt and soil. The god of harmony became muddy, and pretty soon he grew large and heavy with trees, grass, and flowers growing out of his back.

Eventually, the god of harmony became tired and took a rest in a large empty ocean. From here he was comfortable and decided to settle permanently. He attracted people to his back to guard him, who became the indigenous people of the continent. He also provided an environment for unique flora and fauna to develop.

Even now certain people born in North America are personally chosen by the god of harmony. Despite the oppressive governments and troubles they are chosen either to protect the environment or to help the land or people in some way.

The question of whether communism is purely economic is a tricky one. On one hand, the theory is mainly economic and as communists we understand that the root of all politics is economics, because we need to know how the people are going to eat and also how resources are going to be distributed in our society. However, there is something strange going on where unsavory characters are advocating communist economic systems while also upholding rightist and first-worldist ideas that are used to reinforce inequality and the continuation of capitalism. At best they completely misunderstand how such a system would affect society, and at worst they want to create a form of socialism only for the people who are already relatively privileged in society and exclude those who they are prejudiced against.

While communism is technically purely economic, the ideas of socialism create an environment that makes oppression of people by the bourgeoisie impossible. If we understand the United States to be a plutocracy and playground for the world’s bourgeoisie and also a settler-colonial nation that continues to exist at the expense of the indigenous people, then we cannot justify a socialist project that continues the existence of America in its current form or even a recognizable form. There is a reason that those who seek to overthrow capitalism are those who have the most to gain from its destruction. These are ethnic minorities, discriminated people, or those who are not allowed to live peacefully or make a living under the current organization of society. Those who are homeless or those who struggle are the ones who will truly want to dismantle the system and create something equal. The relatively privileged classes of society such as White Americans do have a lot to gain by overthrowing the bourgeois regime and establishing democratic control of the economy, but this would require allowing minorities to have a voice as well which requires them to see beyond the short-term comforts granted to them by colonial privilege and white supremacy.

So while communism on paper is purely economic, the philosophy is anti-imperialist which would make it incompatible with any pro-America sentiment and would require decolonization in Turtle Island and an end to the imperialist wars that liberal politicians continue to call for. It is also dialectical and would require the people to look deeper than blaming the oppressed peoples for their own problems, instead looking to the material conditions which drive human behavior and the circumstances that lead to society becoming the way it is. For people who have spent life under capitalist oppression and developed survivorship biases, just world fallacies and other ideas to help them cope with the brutality they lived through, this takes some mental effort. Even that is assuming they don’t participate in even more overtly reactionary politics that we see in The US, where politicians openly advocate cutting welfare and taking food and housing away from working class families and the media actively cultivates prejudices against ethnic minorities.

Communism may be based in economics, but it is a theory that makes current systems of oppression substantially more difficult if not impossible to maintain, at least on an economic level. It is not an ideology that is meant to appease reactionaries based on their conspiracies of ethnic replacement or their desire to force religion onto oppressed peoples. Communism is a system by and for the working class, and the working class includes those who are discriminated against and often looked down upon by society. Any form of socialism that seeks to exclude any segment of the working class or grant extra privilege to a white working class is reactionary, revisionist and non-dialectical.

Enlightenment era ideas of secularism have made many people believe that deities, spirits, or gods just represent concepts and ideas. Some also perceive paganism to exist to explain weather patterns as well. While mythology as well as various superstitions can be said to explain weather patterns from a perspective of mysticism, this explanation assumes that people followed religion without actually knowing or having their gods appear before them.

If you are going to be an occultist, you are going to have deities appear before you and physically speak to you at some point. Here you will realize that all of the attitudes that people seem to have about religion come from humanity themselves, and this is why people have the attitudes towards religion that we see in the modern world. Especially if you are calling upon goetic spirits or other entities known to work with humanity, it’s not a metaphor, they will speak to you in a very literal way or send messages directly into your mind.

I am not saying you should not be secular or atheist or whatever else because not everyone needs to concern themselves with spirits and gods, but those who choose to go down this path should know that they are as real as the flesh and blood people you interact with, even if you cannot see them with the five senses we temporarily have in this plane of existence. You may use tools of divination such as ouija boards or cards to play with them, but they will play with you right back.

After the citizens of Jeiyan turned themselves into permanent children by abusing potions of youth, there was a crackdown on chronomancy and anyone who had the ability to manipulate age or time was viewed with suspicion or potential danger. The goddess Rhine would have been consulted about the dangers of chronomancy, but she is a sleeping deity and her energy permeates the entire world even without her doing anything. This left all the people with these powers to act independently and many of them ended up simply fleeing to Jeiyan where their power was more accepted. Others worked underground and in black market businesses that gave people eternal youth or aging people to their desired year. This was overlooked by the authorities of hell who did not care what anybody did.

The complex and controversial opinions that people had about chronomancy eventually changed when it became more mainstream and more of its uses were discovered. Manifestations were sped up, life obstacles could be delayed or averted entirely, and a person could be given more time in the day or kept in the present moment through mindfulness. Rhinne’s energy and the magic associated with her is now mainstream but its offensive uses are discouraged, such as aging people or using chronomancy to make people relive bad times.

In Japan during the times of shogunate, kabuki theater was targeted by the government for “Corrupting public morals” and “Being sexualized.” Sound familiar? Kabuki theater was also adapted and changed due to a series of bans put on Japanese society by the government and evolved in response. Sound familiar? Despite this, the performances of kabuki are so influential that the images associated with them have influenced the society of the country to the point you can see influences in modern pop culture from Japan to this day. Even foreigners are able to recognize the iconic imagery of kabuki and associate it with that country.

If we understand drag to be significant enough in society for political extremists and religious fundamentalists to have problems with it, then why is it not considered significant? And if it is a type of art theater performance and a form of self expression then why is it not considered heritage or of cultural value? The stigma put onto it seems to cause many opponents of it to try and make it disappear for impractical moralistic reasons. The intangible culture of drag shows must be protected from those who seek to destroy it, and recognition should be granted to these types of performances so they can be protected and preserved. This type of performance has influenced mainstream trends and humor already, so any attempts to stop it will inevitably be futile and ineffective and only serve to show the incompetence of the regime.

For this spell, find a feminine perfume or fragrance and spray it on the sigil of the deity that you are calling upon and say “I call upon the gods to grant me a wealthy partner that will give me money and gifts and allow me to live the lifestyle that I deserve.” wait for a bit and eventually a suitor should come into your life who can provide you with money.

If you want a partner you genuinely like and can have feelings for, call upon The Rose Bunny for this spell. If you just want a man to give you expensive gifts and cash, call upon Maman Meche.

Once upon a time, there were Europeans making long voyages to Asia to get material goods and trading with Chinese people, until one day a man discovered cups and vases made of porcelain. Foreign imperialists sailed to China, Japan and Korea to steal vases and other crafts made of porcelain. The artists became desperate to stop Europeans from stealing porcelain, so they created a large life-size statue and then had the gods breathe life into it. It became The Porcelain God, and he took all of the valuable treasures that foreigners intended to steal and took them to a dark deep cave in southern China.

The Porcelain God guarded the treasures of China for hundreds of years, until he eventually forgot what he was guarding it from. He left the cave and saw huge skyscrapers and there were people that dropped what they were holding in shock to see that The Porcelain God was real all along, despite how strange it sounded to them. He went to the cave and brought the treasures to the descendants of their previous owners, and went inside of a shrine to meditate, where he was worshiped as a local god of wealth and art.