Lavenderism

Some of you may have ancestors from Europe, so it is not a stretch to think Latin is beneficial to you for spells, rituals, or generally connecting with the lost heritage. All of the advice that normally applies to learning languages is not applicable to Latin, which fell out of use over a thousand years ago. For this reason, the best methods that exist for learning the language tend to be unconventional.

If you are a complete beginner and do not have a background speaking Spanish, Portuguese, or any other similar language such as French, you can begin by watching youtube videos that exist on the language for basic vocabulary. Italian is the most similar to classical Latin so that can be studied as a bridge to learning Latin and it has more existing resources such as television and music. However it should be noted classical Latin has a completely different grammar to how we normally speak today.

You will probably end up learning Latin through google translate which has its problems, but can immerse you in the language as you browse the web like you normally would. You have to listen to audio eventually so you know how to pronounce words, but once you are able to read and understand a good amount of things, it makes things a lot easier. Translate pages you are familiar with, the marxist internet archive, or any webpage where you already know what it says. You might learn a form of bastardized Latin, but it’s not like anybody is alive who speaks the language natively to correct you.

I’ve heard before that The United States could never be socialist because “Those countries are homogeneous.” I don’t think those people are actually thinking that socialism has to be ethnonationalist and in reality Korea is the only homogeneous socialist state, with the other four having large ethnic diversity (Though with high levels of respect for minorities that we do not see in the west) and with Cuba being a colonial country like America with the native population not even being the majority. So how can it be that the average person associates socialism with homogeneity and conformity?

It’s individualism. The answer is that Individualist philosophies and attitudes dominate the United States. This creates a vicious cycle where nobody can support themselves let alone help someone else, and the bourgeoisie find ways to put the masses against each other through economic, social, or other ways that undermine the ability of people to function as a society. Unpopular or oppressive regimes also promote this behavior and attitude because individuals are less able to free themselves than collective groups of people with coherent ideologies.

Anarchism is a contentious ideology within the communist movement. It’s not because they are reactionary or do anything necessarily bad, but the individualist attitude that caused people to go down the path of anarchy as opposed to socialism. The idea that all power needs to be resisted assumes that the individuals cannot come together to ever create a collective that is fair, just, and upholds their interests. Society is like a castle, with certain oppressed people forced to live in dungeons, others forced to farm or be peasants of the castle while the billionaires of the world have miles of luxurious rooms to themselves, and safe places to hide during wars or storms. While communists would argue that we need to work together to take over the castle, anarchists opposing all kinds of power is like destroying the castle under the assumption that the people can never be in control of it. Obviously these ideologies will appease some dissidents but never result in a complete overthrow that would actually endanger and strike fear into the hearts of the bourgeois class.

However you define society, whether it is a country, nation, or even a group of people living together, individualism is the death of it. Humans are social beings and these paradoxical individualistic societies (Since the whole idea of countries or societies are collective in nature) just makes you support a government without it benefiting the members of the society. It just exists for the upper classes to exploit human labor. This kind of regime survives in various ways which you may have seen yourself such as mental manipulation of people, indoctrination, and physical force to protesters. The United States seems to have very little difference economically from feudalism, or even pyramid schemes.

Yesterday I was driven temporarily insane from the moon’s energy. Even just thinking about the intense eclipse energy makes me shake. It was needed and it did help out with the spells and rituals I was casting, but everything comes with a price and every shift comes with discomfort. To protect yourself from lunacy, say the following spell:

Biachar smiles wide His face is bluish white Moonlight makes most lose their mind But I will protect mine

Do this while meditating or listening to a protection mantra. It will allow you to stop your mind from wandering when the moon’s energy hits it, and you can then channel lunar energy into whatever it is you want. Alternatively, you could just wear white, or roll with the punches and try not to say or do anything binding during periods of lunacy unless you’re sure you will be good about it later on.

Before there was only the moon god in the night sky, he had a sister known as Staria. She was just like the moon but more feminine, and everyone paid more attention to Staria than Biachar, which made him jealous. Staria was also mean to Biachar, and she played pranks on him like pushing him to the side, or tricking him about when it was his time to rise, which made him sometimes appear in the sky during the day. This legacy carries on even now because she permanently vandalized the moon’s schedule.

One day, Biachar had enough, and decided he would retaliate against Staria for her mean behavior. He waited for her to go to sleep one night, and then pulled the pin on a grenade and threw it into her bed. It was silent and she woke up but did not realize what he had done. He quickly ran out of the house, and a few seconds later he heard the explosion where his sister was blown into a bunch of tiny pieces. From that night on, the sky was filled with pieces of the goddess Staria which became The Stars. The Stars became a bunch of small gods related to the moon distantly, with many forgetting where they came from. However, Staria/ The Stars can be called upon for various meditations and rituals to this day.

Once upon a time there was a Ballerina who could use mirrors to travel to different parts of the world because her father was the mirror god who impregnated a homeless woman. The homeless woman trained the girl how to dance so she could be put to work as a Ballerina, but she turned out to be a serial killer. She waited for night one day when he was older and put on her ballerina shoes, and danced on her mother while she was sleeping to kill her. She then went into the mirror and used the tunnels to exit into other mirrors that other people had in their homes while sleeping. She went into random homes through the mirror and danced on people with ballet shoes to kill them. Eventually though, she went into a different world with surreal and strange people that resembled silkworms.

She danced on a few to kill them, but she was immediately caught by the mirror women of hell who could detect her due to her power and her affinity with mirrors. She was unable to travel through them, and they took her to the Woman of Mirror in the underworld who took away her powers, and threw her in a pit full of sharp glass shards that caused her to be cut up. The glass shards were alive however and they ate her face, leaving a smooth area on her head where her eyes, nose, and mouth would normally be. She died and became an evil spirit that bit the heads off of small animals, jumped out of mirrors to swallow humans whole, or would look for people to chew off their faces.

The pandemic that took the world four years ago is a good example of how regimes such as the United States will sadistically expose their population to preventable disease in order to prevent their elites from losing any money. The regime allowed a great number of cases and deaths from COVID since they simply do not care enough about their own citizens enough to implement any kind of disease control or even measures to mitigate spread. They simply allowed the disease to run rampant, kept everyone working, and did not allow anyone to quarantine or provide food or resources to anyone at all. As if a war was going on, it was everyone for themselves and people rushed to the stores, buying food (And all the toilet paper, for some reason?) and stockpiling as if society was going to collapse.

The US lacks even the most basic social support, with most programs being completely worthless or only existing for prestige or to create the illusion of help. Rightists love that because it promotes eugenics and neoliberalism which they support, but even they are not immune to the disease (despite their religious delusions making them believe otherwise.) Minorities and the elderly are disproportionately dying from the disease, due to economic and social factors that force them to put themselves out in jobs for money to survive, since they are not paid enough to have any savings. We know now that when a human-ending pandemic comes into existence, anyone who cannot work from home is guaranteed to die. There will not even be any kind of mitigation of death for anyone below a certain income.

Despite most people considering COVID to be the main example of the government failing to control a disease and leaving it to fester among their population, HIV is a very good example of the US government being either unable or unwilling to prevent communicable diseases and allowing them to become a part of life for marginalized people who are at a higher risk for acquiring these kinds of illnesses. Of course, the societal distrust the public has for the government can be valid. The US government has conducted egregious human experiments on minorities or even members of their own military. The tuskegee experiments are an example where members of the black community were left to develop syphilis for their entire lives just to research the effects of the disease.

People may have the feeling that COVID is in the past and is no longer a thing. The medical system also behaves this way and vaccines for COVID-19 can actually go for a hundred dollars or more, which many people would not be able to afford. For many people, this is enough money for groceries basically spent on nothing. Despite the infrastructure and resources existing to prevent COVID from spreading, everything is locked behind a paywall of insurance. The American regime is too busy trying to censor the internet and murder their activists and journalists than actually control pandemics and disease. Millions died and the US regime has the blood of every COVID and AIDS death on their hands.

There are tons of different encounters you can have with spirits, deities, or ghosts inside of your own home. For the purposes of this newsletters I will just be going over ones that I have personally experienced and stuck out to me.

As a child, I have had an encounter when sleeping where tiny heads were poking out to look at me from behind a small speaker that was on a desk. I watched it for a while and watched the heads stick out to peek and go back to hiding, three in total. I went to pick up the speaker but found no tiny creatures or even anything such as flaps or levers that could explain the bobbing that I saw. I believe them to be hobs or brownies.

Another thing that I saw in my childhood home was a man walking through the hallway. I walked behind them and followed them until they turned the corner and disappeared into a wall. It was the form of someone living at the house so I believed it to be them, but they were asleep at the time and would not have been able to disappear into a wall like that.

Recurring experiences of shadows crawling up the walls were present as well, but I was just a teenager and those are easy to make happen. It happened a few times and even at night when there would be no light source to cause that kind of shadow. Humans find it scary but those with experience just know it means the door to the spirit world has been opened.

You can alter the vibrations of your home with any kind of magic or deity worship, and get experiences just as strong as these if not better. Other magicians have had stories of windows opening during rituals or objects floating in the air which sounds really cool. Practicing magic will eventually improve your abilities until you can cause lights to flicker and can cause chaos wherever you go.

Para este ritual, debes preparar unas ofrendas de café o agua para los celebridades de las que quieres ayuda. La demonia Rashoon te puede ayudar con esto también, pero debes tener experiencia con Satanerias antes de pedir asistencia a los demonios en este ritual. Para invocar a los celebridades muertos, tienes que decir la frase, “Invoco a los celebridades de la tierra de los muertos, para que me puedan dar los talentos, potencias, dinero, y estilo de vida con lujuria.” cuando terminas el pedido, tienes que echar el agua o café en la tierra para que los celebrities lo puedan recibir. Puedes usar velas, tabaco, o ofrendas personalizadas a una celebridad para dar poder a este ritual.

For this ritual, you need to prepare offerings of water or coffee from the celebrities you want help from. The demoness Rashoon can help with this ritual as well, but you should have experience with Satanerias before asking help from demons for this ritual. To invoke the dead celebrities, say “I call upon the dead celebrities of the underworld to grant me their fame, talent, skills, wealth, and luxurious lifestyle.” When you are done with the request, you pour the coffee or water on the ground so the dead celebrities can receive it. You can use candles, tobacco, or personalized offerings to a celebrity to empower this ritual.

Hey guys I don't have time to write a whole newsletter today but I was basically going to say that celebrity worship works because the public image of a celebrity is an egregore created by the fans and audience and isn't actually the human themselves, so they can be invoked as egregore things. I swear to the gods, I didn’t even have time to put on Burmese powder today.

When the doorbell rings and nobody is there, or you are the only person who hears the doorbell ring it means that spirits are asking to enter your life. The reason they come this way is because the ancestors are protecting you and it is your decision to allow spirits into your life even if they are benevolent in nature. When this happens, open the door to allow them inside if you want them, or wait ten minutes or so before opening the door to refuse. The entities that knock on your door are likely to be benevolent because otherwise they would attempt to sneak into windows or they would not be upfront about their desire to enter your life, let alone having guardians and ancestors allowing them to come through.

If you suspect evil spirits trying to get into your house, do protection work or rituals to empower the guardian deities you have attached to you. You can also call upon the god of nature or the spirits of your house, the forest, or whatever nature you have around to do a vetting of anything that wants to come into your life. You also want to meditate and use your powers to create a force field around your body so evil spirits cannot attack you. Force fields also protect you from magic weapons used by the government and the CIA against magicians as well as other evil magicians who may be attacking you with curses and evil spells.

Stealing souls is not a good idea, even for the most advanced magician who can succeed in doing so. It sounds surreal and fictional, but it is technically possible even though the magicians doing it should know better. The issue with stealing souls is not that a soul is destroyed because that is impossible, but that soul stays with you. If you consume a person’s soul, you must keep it and it cannot be returned or separated from you so easily. The soul will fuse with yours, and it will even compete for control of your physical body. This can appear to outsiders as Dissociative Identity Disorder but there will not be a protective logic, the other person’s soul can mess up your life from the inside, and even a brief loss of control by the other person’s soul is enough for them to put your hand on a hot stove or leap into traffic.

As the other person’s soul tries to fight yours for control of your own body, you may begin to think you actually have DID. You may find items in your home you don’t remember buying, be accused of saying things you did not say, or may end up in trouble for things you would never think about doing. The difference is that the soul stealer’s curse is consistent and dissociation is a response to stress or traumatic events. DID is understood as soul fragmentation where trauma has caused a person’s soul to break and parts to act independently, but the soul stealer’s curse is caused by the reverse problem where two souls compete for a body as one tries to escape and wants to cause the body’s physical death so it can leave. This is the stuff of horror for both parties involved. Even if it cannot cause issues directly, its energy can radiate into the captor and cause it some very extreme misfortune. Even attempting this kind of magic is asking for a catastrophe.

Once upon a time, there was a man walking through the endless woods and prairies after being exiled from his tribe due to the accidental death of one of the members. He went into a field of flowers and sat down, waiting for death. However, he was visited by The God of Harmony who pleaded with him not to die there. He said to him “I am the land that you live on, the plants and the animals too. Why do you sit in the flower fields and wait for death? You have so much wisdom that you have not given to the world yet.” and the exile was confused. The turtle god blew a green smoke into the man, and he immediately became attuned to nature and knew various uses for herbs and their usefulness for various things. Instead of leaving the world, he stayed and showed the people about all the plants they had access to.